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alot have happened. alot of things have happened. nothing serious, but it affected me greatly. being blamed for doing things i didnt, today. he came to my chinese school with his current girlfriend. i was hiding behind trees to just take a glance at him. to see how he've changed. i then ran back to my classroom, but i really wanted to go up to him and give him a hug.
when recess was about to finish, my sister came in and said. guess who is here to see you! it was him and his friend which i knnown for quite a while, we said hi, then a bye ..then left. nothing else. when i was out to eat lunch, i crossed the road, i saw him and his girlfriend on the bus, even though were not together anymore. and i have no feel for him, i always remeber the times that we were together, is it because i miss him saying how much he loves me? or is it because i am lonely?
its slowly getting cold here..winter is already here. choosing to leave this place. but i'm to scared to, .giving up your life to get away from this place. is it worth it?
i just want to leave this place. why? once i do, i know that everyone around me would finally notice how important i am to them in their life. am i too selfish? i really dont know. the only thing i could do to relieve my pain is to cry. i really need to tell someone how i really feel, not to my diary, or stuffed toy.
- alice |
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| give up, let go, find another
-Xin min |
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| O NO!...GOT HISTORY TEST TOMMORROW..AND I FORGOT ABOUT IT!..THANKS CLOE FOR REMINDING ME AH!! NEED TO STUDY!! AHHH |
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